Monday, April 20, 2009

I'm Baaaccckkkkk!!!!

Hello to all in Blogger Land!!!!

I am Back - and definitely ready to roll!!!

So sorry for being gone for so long.. life has been weird lately, and I didn't really want to post about it for some reason..

Regardless - we are here and we are rolling! LOL

I had my Lupron Depot shot 3 weeks ago ... Man, i HATE that shot! I really pity the ladies that have to take that shot monthly... my goodness!!!!

Today was my suppression check - and Guess What?!?! - I'm Suppressed!!! LOL
I started my Estrace already and am gearing up for my April 29th Lining check!!!

My IF's have pulled back a bit... not sure why - I had someone explain a loss (or chemical pregnancy) in the eyes of a Gay IF.
They have not been through Infertility - they haven't had YEARS to go through to get to this point, so they think it should just work (not ALL IF's, just some, or most in our line of work). So, this past cycle with the chemical was their first blow with Infertility and how this, sometimes, doesn't work.

makes sense to me... I guess - but does that mean that they think I'm the problem?? Let's hope not... I like to think they are now guarded and know that not everything is peaches and roses, all the time - but I wish they could tell me that!

Anyways - this was not how I wanted my blog to go tonight.. it was just going to be a quick update - and I have decided that I will try to never delete what I have already typed out - so my true feelings and thoughts will always be on here...

Looking forward to following along with my other Blogger friends - !!! This WILL be our cycle!! :)

'till next time....
R

2 comments:

  1. Oh you are getting so close!!! I am excited for you and your IF's! I have actually come across a few IP's too that were hit pretty hard when transfer #1 didn't work. And you are right - it's usually those that haven't been in the IF world. They will come around and I have a great feeling that this is going to work out for you! After all - you have an incredible medical team behind you. Keep on updating on your journey!

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  2. OMG! I can't believe I some how missed your post. I thought I was a perfect blog addict...lol. Anyways GL on the cycle. I will be praying for you, and the hopefull soon to be BFP.

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