Judgement Day...

~updated to include beta results...

here we are... 13dp3dt....

I really don't know how I feel right now - I was really nervous about the bloodtest until my IF's txt'd me to not be... "whatever will be, will be" they said.... which is very thoughtful...

I think as Surrogates, we feel as if we have the entire world on our shoulders - well at least I do right now - and no one has said anything to make me feel that way! It's just me putting that on myself.

My hubby has been great - telling me to try not to stress over it - there isn't anything I could have done different... but then I think, but if I hadn't walked across the street after the transfer to get a sandwich (literally, 5 minutes) - OR if i'd stayed on bedrest longer (stayed on the couch for 2 days).. anything..

This could all be a moot point - I've had the blood test - now I'm just waiting for the results.,

I should have stolen the song from Duck's blog - the post that she wrote the day she was waiting for her BETA number to come in - that is really how I'm feeling at this moment..

Whatever will be - will be..... I can't change anything now......

Signing off until Beta results are in.....


BETA is In !!!!
13dp3dt - 22~~~
I am very pleased with the jump that happened over the weekend! I go back for a repeat on Wednesday - will update then!!! :)